In the face of an anger br that I can do nothing to ease, br and all the black hatred br directed straight towards me; br in the midst of a balance br tilting away, br and more pain and more loathing br eating my head; br I struggle to breathe br and struggle to cry, br and forget all the agony, br to just let it by. br br Yet all of it come to me, br tide after tide, br and all the tears fall from me, br stars from the sky, br and ne'er shall old feelings live, br for they've all lost their way, br pulled crashing down to me br by pain's gravity. br br The mask I so tried to keep br solid and calm, is br breaking away into all br pieces and shards. br A young star has fallen from br deep in the space, and br all its gold debris br shall die as it wanders br in cold, cold, cold br dark, dark, dark br nothingness.