The last time I saw my father was two years ago. At affair. Because he was in so much pain. He did not want to talk. I wish I could have made the pain go away. But I can't. It hurs to know that I will never see my father until he dies. Knowing this is true I don't think about. So I won't get up set. I talk to him on the phone everyday. Maybe that is enough for now. Time will tell.