I guess the truth must come out sooner or later br To my-self I feel like a traitor br Letting my-self play your little game br Putting me in so much misery and shame br I don't understand how you could be so mean br Taking a break I have to redeem br In you, in us I had so much belief br Ending it and walking away was such a relief br You were not like you once appeared br In you I cowered to, of you I feared br Getting slapped made it hard to think br So many tears to scared to blink br Baby I love was all a lie br I don't get why you were able to cry br Giving you everything even my heart br Like everyone else you tore it apart br You told me you would never do it again just wait and see br But because of you I lost sight of me br Making up so many rules and more br Never letting out, blocking the door br Until I ended it and started all new br Having no idea what you put me through br At one time I truly did care br Yet you made everything so unfair br The same thing over and over you would recite br Everything always ending in another fight br Out of sight but the image aalways in mind br What you took from me I'll never find br All the things I've ever wanted to say br There wouldn't be enough time in a day br scars so deep from all the pain br I almost lost in and went insane br I'm gone I just coudn't take anymore br I'll never forget when I walked out the doorbr br chelsi lewellynbr br