When you walked out of my life br You cut my heart with a sharp knife br It broke into a thousand pieces br I tried really hard to find peace br It was all in vain br Because still I write about pain br br But the time has come finally br It’s like being ill terminally br I know my ultimate fate br Even with all this hate br You have to be left to fate br br On the day I will wake to a song br The feelings will be really strong br Memories of you and I will be overwhelming br The tears will probably be a sea of endless drowning br But I will be very welcoming br Because the time would have come finally br No more anniversaries of pain br Finally I will show some signs of being sane br br Because truthfully they should have locked me away br Never let me go free br Between me and a mad man there was no difference br Umpteen years and still counting br The memories are haunting br The pain is daunting br And still mounting br br An eruption is a definite end br The volcano of emotions is boiling br What science can stand in its way? br br It`s true I have to let go br But what is fire without smoke? br Rain without water? br Because that’s what the pain has become br A part of mebr br tawanda omphile plaatjiebr br