I feel as if nothing is right br I feel so dirty, i feel unclean br and unneeded. Everything so far has br gone wrong, nothing the way i wanted. br I feel like i am just like every other br person. Like i am no longer me. I am br who they want me to be. They want me br to do things i would normally say 'No' br to but who am i to judge what is right br or wrong anymore. They just want me br to say 'yes' right away right or wrong. br What do i do? Sitting her make no br sense, so her i go to make the right br choice or is it the wrong choice. Who br knows anymore.