I am of a forbidden nature, br untainted, br the untouchable apple of evil, br Yet the innocent child playing with his friends, br and as you breathe me in and out each day, br i present myself. br br the unsuitable friend, br The homeless man on your street corner, br and the law firm owner with the seemingly 'prefect' life, br I am perfection at first glance, br perfected the way i am, br and i know that, br undoubtedly reassured of my status, br as i concentrate so desperately on one thing, br i ignore the other things, br I avoid conflicts and create them, br for the avoidance of conflicts is creation of itself. br br This perpetuated symptom controls me, br yet i have complete control, br for i am perfection at first glance.