I am nearing the end of my life cycle br each day the Rigor Mortis seeps in deeper br from my loss of spine and conviction to my principles.... br I have become a coward...afraid to move br and am therefore paralyzed by my lack of will br I was once a soldier...an enemy of evil br but that was long ago.... br before being corrupted by socialist and vague civil liberties br I became bigoted against my forefathers.... br Men and women who had bravely fought the evils of tyrants br and under God founded the United States Of America br Alas...the horror of war...combined with the shame of being powerful... br is killing me br br May God have mercy on my soul....