God blessed me with the presence of a warm and loving man br if only I could make it last as long our memories br from his touch to his smile, or kisses to his laughter br these are things that could never be dwindled. br br Failure and frailty were the only words my life knew br regardless of what I tried it was never enough; br one day in october all that seemed to change br my boulevard of broken dreams was now invincible. br br An apparition so beautiful and constant as the moon br brilliant and erotic with just the simplest touch br only I was allowed to indulge and take pleasure br veracious and bold even if unpleasant to hear br euphoria is something I will always have with my best friend.