Im in a room with you and its eating me alive br I am in the darkness while you're in the light br I thought what we did would satisfy my itch br But all its done is make me feel like a selfless bitch br I fell for you and your traps and i cant take the guilt br I am feeling pain i have never felt br I dont know what im suppose to do br I cant just go on ignoring you br I cant run away from my fears br I am tired of holding back all these tears br I cant stand whats happening its making me inasne br You are the only thing on my brain br I dont know why but i cant conectrate on anything else br This is unlike anything ive ever felt br How do i defeat this overewhelming pain and terror br I cant stand to look at myself in my own mirror br I dont know how i am suppose to cope br I've tried talking but still no hope br I try escaping through music br everything im deeming useless br I feel like ive been used br I feel like ive been abused br I hate myself more then ever before br Its as if my lifeless body is left bleeding away on the floor br I write this with you in the same room sitting a few rows back br my hands are trembling and i feel like im having a heart attache br ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i scream inside and im trying to claw my way out br but im stuck and theres now way out of this cold dark house br the house of fear and pain br the house where theres nothing but rain br the house in which ive resided for many years br the house in which is made by my tearsbr br Jean Pullmanbr br