Scars running deep inside, br memories long suppressed. br Brought back to the surface, br old scars slashed open br again. br Scars now cover my body. br Inside br and out.. br I never claimed I was perfect br and I never claimed I was beautiful. br But that doesn't mean br you can throw it back in my face. br It doesn't mean br that you are. br Why do you hate me br so much br that you would br make me re-live br my fucked up past. br While you threatened and abused br my mind kept jumping back br to a darkened room. br When I was four br and I had to watch br my drunken excuse of a father br beat my dog to death. br You made me re-live that. br Now, br it's seared into my mind so deeply br that it's all I can see br when I close my eyes. br It's all I can see br in the dark corners. br I see it br in the back of my head br re-playing br and re-playing. br And what do you do? br Force out an apology br so that you can continue leeching off of us. br But your 'apology' br is false and useless. br Worth less than a penny. br You sent me off the edge br once again.