All these memories br are comming back br br along with the jiggle on my hips br pure fat br br I ate too much today br and for a while, my depression went away br br Now i've just realize br how ugly and worthless I am br br compared to all these other girls br pathetic is what i am br br thats why ana always comes first br shes the best curse br br when its all about me br and how happy i can be br br its not other people br i have to please br br its just going to be br perfection i need br I don't need other's br approval to live br br I need to lose weight br to keep from slitting my wrist br br I need to cut off my hair br to lose 5 pounds br br and take cold showers br so the calories won make a sound br br when i walk through the house br i want to hear no footsteps br br when i walk in the snow br i want to leave nothing but the sweep of my dress br br i want to walk br through the cracks of doors br br i want to be a stick figure br not a whore br br I want to feel pretty br even when im not br br i want to be worth more br than you fought br br The less you weigh br the more your worth br br thats americas best curse br br when there are people br stuffing mcdonalds down their throats br br i hope one day they will choke br br Anas will rule the word br one day br br we will over power you br with our strength br br eventhough we'er all br underweightbr br Toine Sheppardbr br