i was quivering in thrusting cold and dampness br heart palpitating br choking convulsive blisters br droplets of tears flowing down br a deep sorrow adorning my face br like the looming storm clouds above br br shrills n shrieks loosening into a squeak br fear stricken looks around br melancholy smiting me br wretchedness slaughtering me br those vulnerable moments br innumerous sleepless nights br br all i could see was … br gloomy faces of dear ones br those scorching and wincing ….