My way of life you do not know. br For I have to cut and burn. br Just to feel some kind of life. br If I did not do this I would be dead. br I have to get the pain out. br I can't continue to be a zombie. br I don't like cutting. br Honestly I don't. br And it's not a pretty sight. br But it's not like I have much choice. br I am without a voice. br br I hope my way of life you do not know. br For this I would'nt wish on anybody.