standing right in front of you br face to face br seeing me with these tears in my eyes br how do you feel? br is it possible that u feel my pain too? br do u know how hard it is? br to be standing with you like this? br do u even care to ask what's wrong? br what's my problem? br no.. br never.. br because u never cared at all.. br u didnt even tell me br you're sorry for causing too much pain br u didnt even console me br even if u know that im hurt deep within br why do i always have to suffer br when im not doing something wrong br except loving you br which i think too strong br you came here br to see me br but nothing to say to me br do u really want to see me br as miserable as i am now? br are u happy now? br now that im so lost.. br do u think, i will ask you to come back? br do you think i will still beg br im so tired of being br just a shadow to you br im thrown up like a rug br that u will only remember br when u wanted someone to talk br friends call me stupid br for allowing you to use me br but what do they know? br they dont know how i really feel br just let me go br now, that i can still control myself br i might change my mind br if u will keep hanging around like this br just go br leave me br now that im still in pain br coz when im ok again br i might forget how much br i really hated you now br dont show your face to me again br let me live peacefully br so long....br br broken soul..