I lose concentration br Thoughts of her constantly stream through my head. br My mind and heart race in agreement. br I lose concentration on all things around me, br And am consumed by the very thought of her. br My whole being screams out - only for a taste, br A show of affection, a glance my way. br br Anything to say that I am not alone in this love. br Anything to say that I am not imagining things. br Anything to say that I am not deceived. br But feelings can never force a change in my reality. br A future with her is all I see, br Yet when reality strikes, br A future with her I know can never be.