4 was for... br the days i was happy br and the time that was spent alone br that didnt have such a bad tone. br 4 was for... br sunny days in my heart when all was cloudy and gray br and a perfect beauty br that could not fray. br 4 was for... br my concious self knowing happiness br and my heart knowing a true kiss. br for i knew i would find a happier day br and a better place was coming my way. br but now 4 is for... br the short days we had together br and the short time you had love fever. br 4 is for... br the happiness that was drained br and from my life strained. br for thou i know, br that 4 is for... br the distance of our age br that i can not change br the distance of how far THIS lasted br untill 4 trashed it. br 4 was supposed to be br 2good br 2be br 4gotten br something that couldnt go rotten. br until 4 went like this br 4gotten br 4ever br 8right br even if it was just a couple of nights. br over all. br this is what 4 stands for... br 4 is for... br what was and never will be br for i know the problem is me. br technically 3 years 3 months and 3 weeks difference. br but i was born too late br and somehow 4 became the difference date. br so i ask why throw away something br if you know its there and true, br whether its me next time or not br dont let the number 4 scare you.