I'm trying to learn, to take life easy, br not let every little thing, get to me, br as it doesn't do me any good, as br far as I can see! I'm constantly in a br dither, when anything goes wrong, br it doesn't matter what it is, it's br whatever comes along. I never used br to be this way, I never let things get br out of hand. Just what made this br change, I cannot understand! At one br point in my life, nothing would faze br me, I always managed to think with br a clear head. Now, at the slightest br provacation, I'm falling apart instead! br I don't like this feeling, as it's not the br way I want to be.