Everyday I have to go through some kind of pain or depression br I never got a chance to enjoy my life br I’ve never got the chance to do what I want when I want to br It’s always this I have to do br And that I have to do br Never what I want to do br I never get to say what I want to say to people br Something is always holding me back from telling the truth br And I just hate that br Hate that my life can’t be normal, just like other people br I just hate it br To be honest, sometimes I just wish that I dropp dead br And forget everything that ever happened br And forget everyone that I ever cared aboutbr br Chaotic Life aka Curly Merbr br