this is only going to make us stronger br and in the future ill be able to look forward br but right now i just can't br how can i expect anyone else to br when i don't even understand br everything just happened so quick br and it felt like when i lost you br i lost my ability to live br i felt so weak br i felt like there was no way i could be br i felt as if my life had been taken away br because you were my everything br and that still remains br and i know that yours does somewhere too br i can't see it now br but i know it still dobr br Shilesha Johnsonbr br