when i write these lines it is as good as br thrown paper, some words are written but br they are meant to be discarded because they have br occupied much of sadness br worn out memories br overused mumblings br br they are meant to be crumpled br and thrown away br br this one, this one is not meant to be kept br it is written br but meant simply to be deleted br br some words are meant to be said br and be forgotten br because of pain and because they do not mean anything anymore. br goodbye lines, goodbye br take your time, there will be a little waiting br until another fool takes you in br another poet in the state of an inevitable br writer's blockbr br RIC S.