Crouching on the bathroom floor br tiles cold against my knees br don't know how long I've been here br watching this film in my head br the reel scratches with age and dust br Disentangle the chaos! br Make out voices from soundless lips! br Read emotions in dead eyes! br Reanimate static figures! br lifeless and cold br br My cry is shapeless br as I burn wounds into my fleah br to sense the senseless br br When the pain explodes br then br wanes br it sends me tumbling br br A petal drifting on the water br ashes to ashes br dreams to the wind br if you go down deep enough br the eddy whirls you up again br br When the fog clears br and the ripples flatten br daylight puts me to shame.