Listening to music last night - ‘The purpose br of a man is to love a woman, the purpose br of a woman is to love a man’ – I took these br words literally - kissed Rudi passionately br while turning up the volume, he was working br on his notes – but understood this denoted br he should stop to fulfill his real purpose in br life; he complained we would be reduced br to poverty if I kept on interfering with his work, br I pointed out rich men take their mistresses br to bed because their wives are lazy and overfed, br being poor I have the time and energy to lavish br on him – he agreed, insisting I be his mistress br tonight, not his respectable wife, he would leave br her to see me, so I took off everything br as a mistress should…br br Louise Tredouxbr br