at a certain point br what happens is that br br i take too much of everything br so i may savor this art br br of vomiting things br all things br br without exception br love and hate and br br indifference, things that i br embrace like i love all of them br br and things that finally br bore the heart and spoil the soul br br i give them all up br and wish to go back to the start br br where i am full again br by being empty-handed.br br RIC S.