I am put on hold br I am made to wait, wait, and wait br I have become something br I fear to look upon br br I have fallen br . br . br . br Far br br I am a long way from home br br I am lost br Somewhere in the depths of myself br Where I weep and weep and weep br With dry eyes br And wet eyes br In turns br br An old jalopy br Ol faithful br Ol reliable br Predictable br Perhaps unremarkable br br I am no beauty br I know. br And my face has become a reflection br Of another’s br br My eyes are magic br That turns the weak into giants br My strength built br From pains past br Is a bulwark br From storms br br I am useful br I know br br When my term is done br I will be left behind br For better things br Shiny and new br That fit better br br This also I know br br All this I know br And live.