Hurt in the worst way br Cut deep once more br Familiar pain lets tears and blood combine br Sorrow drips from a heart left alone br A love so brilliant br -Tarnished br No longer beautiful and thriving br Left in useless abandonment br False hope lies in the pit of my stomach br Leaves me breathless br Gasping and reaching out for you br Trying not to inhale the doubt clouding my thoughts br Nothing more to hold close br The ink dried on the pages of past br One wish stands strong br The longing for a future togetherbr br Julie Neisesbr br