i look in the mirror, br i just want to chuck, br i always seem to run a-muck, br you used to love me, br you just flee, br is it all worth it, br i take out my beautiful knife, br i turn back to think of br my shit arse life, br i only ever smiled to keep br you happy, br i can no longer live a lie, br i write you a note, br i place it neatly in your coat, br 'i still love you, br i still care, br but i'm sorry i must leave, br yes leave you too' br i take my knife, br i put it to my wrist, br i slice all the way up, br my life starts to fade, br my stupid life my mother made, br i've finally fallin to the floor, br this fucked up life is mine no more.....