With thoughts of my death in my head everyday br It’s getting much harder to think of a way br To come up with a reason of why I should stay. br br I’m smile on the outside, on the inside I die br I run away, hide my face, find a corner and cry br Coming up with a way to tell you goodbye. br br But then a small light peeks through my dark mind br I follow the light and it’s you that I find br Perhaps for that moment I don’t feel left behind. br br So I will go on and live one more day br All you have done is stopped me today br You did all you could, I’m still not okay. br br I have stayed alive for the sake of the rest br Why should I stay here and be so depressed br If death would bring peace would it be for the best? br br I guess for now I’ll just keep on trying br So I’ll laugh on the outside but I will be lying br I’ll make you all happy, but inside I’m dying.