I dont deserve to be used, br My hopes, my fears, you chose to abuse, br I dont deserve the way things are, br I could sit all night in this bar, br All I ever wanted, was to be wanted back, br But alas there was never any chance of that, br br And now I realise it's time to go, br I'll trapse away through my minds snow, br Wondering how things might have been different, br If I was stronger, and not so belligerent, br My head is small, my mind is closed, br And yet from this my instinct arose, br It knew it would happen, br I knew what you wanted, br So why oh why do I feel so stunted? br br All I can say is I'm better than this, br My head knows that, and in that I can dismiss, br The need to be near you, to feel bliss, br So from now I'll go on, br I'll feel no regret, br Because you are the one I know I'll forget.