sullen and obscene i stand before the world br watching as the tragidies unfurl br now the memories of them are my worst fear br and my life is summed up by a single tear br br the tear falls and hits the ground br but no one cares because no one is around br alone and scared since the age of four br i dont want to carry this pain anymore br br now i give but still it takes br this life that god forsakes br my heart is black and my feelings blue br their gone maybe soon i'll go too br br my life hardbut i'll go on br even though everything i do is wrong br before i continue ther is one thing i must know br mommy daddy, where'd you go?br br chris argumentibr br