I cant hold them back br they keep falling down my cheeks br Not one, but a waterfall of tears br br They are not just sad ones br nor or they happy ones br they are just tears of mixed emotions br br As I sit at this computer knowing br this might be my last time doing so br I feel them gracefully falling br Because I have not yet been defeated br br I cant hold them nor do I want to br Its about time I release these tears br Its been well over due this good cry Im having br br Please dont take pity on me br because one day you might simply feel br one of these mixed emotions of tears slide down your cheek.