LEAVING. br br br I have to do this, but I don’t know why, br I just know I have to do it, br I have to find myself, I have to know br Who I am. br If I don’t do this I will never know, br And I can’t live with that, br I have to do it. br br br I am sorry I was not honest with br You, br I made you believe I loved you when br I did not. br I care for you so deeply and love you br But I don’t love you enough and if br I stay I will hurt you and I cannot br Bear to do that to you. br br I did love you but I just did not love you br Enough, br I have so many doors I need to close and those that I need to open to br Find out who I am br And I cannot take you with me br On this journey of discovery br Because then I will not fully understand who I am br And I need to understand this so badly. br br You are a very good person and I don’t br Know why I never fell in love with you br We are supposed to love the good people br Right? I have no answer to this question. br You are very good and that is why I am leaving you, br Because you deserve more, much much more br Than what I can offer you. br br Your love is not enough for the both of us, br It will finally become a burden and you will hate me for it, br I cannot let you hate me because even though I was never br In love with you I have always loved you. br My life right now is in shambles, I need to pick it up and make br It right before I can let anyone in it. br br If you were meant to be with me then you will be one day, br But for now am not sure who is right or wrong in my life. br And that’s why am letting you br Go. br Am so sorry, I hope one day you will understand br And forgive me.