It caught me by surprise, this feeling I have inside. br It wells up and winds around my heart squeezing, br I feel so alone, and it hurts, I must lie down and cry. br My emotions have risen and the sad side is teasing. br br How do I stop the pain that is in my heart, br How do I stop the tears that fall across my face. br I am alone and there is no one I can confide in, br I have fallen and I crawl across the floor in disgrace. br br God forgive me, I have been forsaken and lost. br I am a failure in love and life, and I so sorry. br May you find it in your heart to forgive me? br The emotions I am experiencing are oh so scary. br br I must cry and let it all out, relieve the pressure of guilt, br Relieve the pain in my heart, the sorrow I feel deep inside br Slowly, ever so slowly I must become one with myself, br I thank you, I Thank you Lord for being my guide. br br REB (2012) Damn what's wrong with me, so sad.