Why my weakness resonates again br it creeps inside right into my veins br why I feel so lost again br hopeless is all I'm left br I don't know what Kills me last br or how my world is dead br why am I denied of doing that br where I can be among the best br its like I am truly suicidal inside br its like I have completely lost my rights br in crates of sorrow my mind resides br watch myself decay the way this system decides br br Being non-living and tired of pretending br fact is my next is so dark and dim br unknown is what I have to fight br buried deep inside my skin br br Another day comes with no motive br with no clue to this life to live br nothing adds up to everything i give br trapped again inside the day br I don't know what comforts me first br or how the life is led br so insanity is never too far br if pain is the only way to find rest br its like I am brutally wrecked inside br its like I have completely lost my rights br in crates of sorrow my mind resides br watch myself decay the way this system decides br br I keep on falling, but never reach the endbr br XOR 999br br