do you hear me when i speak? br do you care what i have to go through? br i question my existance, br from time to time, br wondering if i will be happy, br if there was no me, br it seems like a lovely plan, br because than i have no $h! t, br i'll be free from a life i don't want, br because of everything i've been through, br makes me think of my next move, br because i'm sick of getting nowhere, br and i don't feel you care, br about what i have to do, br but do you give a d@mn? br do you care i'm looking for a reason out? br i may say suicide is never the answer, br but, if it means i don't have to put up with this $h! t, br than let me be, br can't i be free? br i may break alot of hearts, br and i know i'll be my fault, br but, getting rid of this pain, br is where i'm at, br i had enough, br i just want it to end, br but, how? br i'm tiried of working through, br when i don't get far, br money makes people greedy, br would it still be more special, br than my life? br you let me know, br when i am no longer here.