this pain i suffer, br is worser than prison, br not much time off, br no matter how good i am, br at times i wonder, br will i ever get a break? br from this place call life, br that i can't really stand, br fighting through, br the pain and suffering, br is rough, br not a day goes by, br that all i want to do cry, br for a life i can't have right now, br that's all i want, br is to have fun and to be me, br or close to who i was, br but, life don't happen that way, br i quess that why i'm hear to say, br will this pain ever go away to let me live my life? br br 3-9-09br br mona martinezbr br