Can I find the patience to wait these last few steps? br I have had such a long journey thru time, space and pain br Suffering that no one should ever be subjected to, most of it self inflicted br And yet here I am on the precipice and I can’t seem to sit on my hands br I want to force these finals rungs I want to control and manipulate br I want to make it happen…to make US happen br To have you back in my life has been my focus for what seems eternity br Here I am waiting as really I always have been br I am sick with anxiety I want this journey to end br The quest is so close to being over I can see the end on the horizon br I am almost home I am almost home br Or is this all just another expectation br Another pain from the journey br Another lesson to be taught and learned br Am I just being negative now? br Am I being doomsday and allowing the failing energy to seep in br Should I remain confident that you are coming back to me? br Should I keep the positive energy flowing.