You must never know br You must never even come close br To the truth br I must do everything that is within my power br To steer you clear br Clear of them and of him br The friends and new lover I made br While you were away from me br Hurt, bitter and thinking of divorce as your only option br br Our marriage was hanging by a thread br A rapidly fraying thread of hope br If you knew how much more I contributed to that br If you knew how much further I fell br The fragile trust we have rebuilt would break and shatter br Never again to be put back right br Never again to be the way it used to be br Forever just you and me br br There's a baby on the way now br One that I must somehow keep you from ever knowing is not yours br I betrayed you, yes br But it was only once br He was only a stranger br Someone neither you nor I knew br Someone neither of us will ever have contact with again br That much I will sure of br br Secrets and lies br I have so many br I've told so many br I don't even think I know anymore br What is real br What is true br Just so mixed-up and confused br My heart in a mess over one dumb, not so simple mistake br br A mistake you must never learn the truth behind br The truth of how I spent my summer of sin br br 2009 Ramona Thompsonbr br Ramona Thompsonbr br