As a corpse br I woke up br to see the world around br oh no, there was sound br everyone cheerfull and round br wondered how they would greet me br with pleasant surprise br joy and pleasure; br br I peeped into br my house of matter br where I last did shrug my latter br my son was sitting in the chair br watching T.V. without any prayer br from the kitchen my man was calling br his usual dishes tasted unfailing br there in the wall br I stood in my surprise br confronted with my photo br hung as a shade to br spiders and lizards br br I wish I could die before br all time wasted for cooking and washing br nobody missing you br nowonder it was a time for thinking br all love like a sewage drain br down to earth, sick and pain.