Open your eyes to what I see br Cold and hate is what I feel br I can’t get out of it not even if I made I deal br Pride is all that keeps me up br My limbs which like there melting into a cup br Numbness and icy cold br I in the deep end and drowning br But for what I care anymore br My limbs are shaking and going blue br Struggling for what left of my life br But I will not go down without a fight br I jump gasping for air br But this is too much that I can bare br I’m not shaking anymore and my body is shutting down br My heart is slowing unstill it makes no sound br I hope you do not think badly of me br But for my last message I hope that you see br That I could not make it even if I tried br But for once in my life I feel free br But this isn’t what I wanted br Dieing was not the key br I wanted to stay with whom I love br But the cold is all I’m free of…br br Icy rivasbr br