I wonder if anyone heard my calls for help br my silent voice inside my head br asking if anyone cared to notice br but then i wonder.. did they see br could they have figured it out br that maybe I'm not the face i put on br (please don't stop reading, i know its long) br maybe i needed someone to listen br i want them to listen br i don't need them to talk br or rant on about right vs. wrong br i just need a normal human br willing to give me at least a minute br i know people are busy but.. br its a minute.. that's all i ask br i just need someone to listen br can you see me br without my stone cut smile on br have you figured me out yet br tell me when you do.. br but i guess for right now, br all i ask is that you listen br don't give me advice br or talk about God br just hear me out.. br I'm not perfect. br i wasn't born perfect br the world is harsh br it doesn't care what hurts br it does not discriminate br the greater good stands unstable br its like a gamble for happy and sad br and I'm the one who got the short stick br the sad stick.. the poor lonely stick br this world has cut me down br brought lies through its wind br and now i don't know who i am br or what to do br is it so much to ask br one break.. just one br this is my plea for mercy br I'm not asking for sympathy.. br i just need another heart br i want to hear it beat br so i know I'm still living br because I'm not so sure anymore br I'm ranting on about nothing br and you probably stopped reading at line 7 br but.. if you're still here... br if you're listening.. br thank you.