I want to smile br but i can only frown br I am in a big crowd br but i feel so alone br Every one is warm br but i am so cold br I feel happy br when i am really sad br I feel strong br but i am a coward br I see him br but i am still sad br his hands look warm br but they are really cold br He is so close br but so far away br He kisses me and i hope that i feel a happy feeling br but i am still sad br and all i can do is smilebr br Lady Viola Of The Gravebr br