I was open for business, open for love, open to you br I wasn’t looking for much, just mutual satisfaction br From this messy transaction br I thought you wanted me for me and not just an outlet br I thought you wanted me; my love, from the onset. br br It was all a blur; going by oh so quickly br From the moment we met till your lethal kisses br The first conversation to the convergence of bodies br The words were sweet; became my cravings br The lies seemed real; all the time deceiving. br br Day and night; hour to hour; fidgety fingers br Dusk faded into morning; only us in those wee hours br Pressed against my pillow; awaiting the hurting light br You used; all the conveniences and privileges br Me wanting more than I got at the end of the night. br br I let you in; I opened up for business br I took down the ‘Closed’ sign from my door br But you only wanted pleasure… br I got in deeply expecting more br Becoming the object merely for your leisure. br br I take the blame; I accept; my heart overruled my mind br For a second; I let my guard down unfortunately br I should have kept that professional ‘relationship’ br Should have conducted things how I know I can br For one, to-night I wouldn’t be where I now stand.