So, since after a rollercoaster ride br it was by you, at whim, decided br (not by me, as you know and see) br that I am going to be staying here; br br I don't want you to have any fear br about just what I might get up to, br or the kind of stuff I might do (or not do): br br I've done the pretence br at being a domestic goddess. br ................... br br I'll give it a bit of a rest tonight br and hope I might be allowed no plight, br a relief from the non-necessities, br whilst my heart and head and all just bleeds br for times gone, and done, cleaned away with a dust, br as the past so often simply must br br vanquished, br eliminated, br destroyed, br disemployed. br ................... br br My tendency to break all things electrical br is not I hope insurmountable; br I can dust, and clean, and iron, and smile, br though the latter may take the longer while. br br If your white blouse has now turned pink br and there's stuff which lays there in the sink br and there's a muck-covered floor br which gets covered some more.... br br Give me time. br My time, your time. br br Lazy I am not and never have been: br Oh, for the ability to have things as they seem br inside my head whenever I dream... br br of what I can do for you, R and K.... br br not too long, not too far away.... br br Please, let me heal, br let me get well: br then let me enchant you br within my spell br of the woman who sees every speck of dust br and realises that she simply must br just pull her own (rather fragile) weight br to take things as she ought to take br br and enhance your lives, and not detract. br br Give me a chance. Please. (That, is that.