I avoided talk br But silently walked br She was by my side br But we had open divide br br She had some apprehension br That I had extra marital affair and relation br It was cause for disillusion br Enough to spoil bond and create confusion br br She was right in her assertion br That person needs no tuition br Normal child too may know br That holy relation must grow br br I thought it better br Silence must be an answer br You must bye time br And respond at appropriate time br br I too felt bad at outcome br Its emergence was not welcome br As there was nothing of such kind br She had heard it and was unbearable in mind br br “I must reassure” that was conflict br I had no intention to inflict br The mental injury at this age br I was now in control to manage br br She too was not sure of resistance br As we were together for number of years br She had no reason to doubt br I talked at length about it br br Finally she came around br There was no trace of any such ground br It existed in air and was based on error br But certainly it created mistrust and terrorbr br hasmukh amathalalbr br