I feel like I am standing. No…Drowning three feet under water. br Screaming for help. But no one seems to be coming. br I feel like my own Carbon is filling my lungs br The more I try to push the water away from my mouth the more air I loose. br -CAN YOU HEAR ME! -- br br Like I am drowning in the emotions that I am trying to deny I have. br The feelings that I feel will only cause harm br So I try to dropp hints that I am feeling a certain way but your not catching them. br Where am I -AMING- them? br How am I -THROWING-them? br Why aren’t -YOU- catching them? br br Love is a funny thing br The best way to know you have it br Is when it is almost gone br br I will always have problems with myself br cause I’m always comparing myself to what I believe is beautiful br And let me tell you most of the time br -IT”S NOT ME- br br I know I have a heart br Cause I can hear it beating br If I could I would put it in a box and throw it in a well br One so deep it will never come back br -YOU”RE SAFE THERE- br br A persons heart was not meant to become puzzle pieces br They never seem to fit right after they fell to the floor br There always seems to be that one missing piece br - HAVE YOU FOUND THAT SELF-ESTEEM PIECE YET? - br br Sometimes I miss my smokes so much br They gave me that breath of fresh air br br I feel like I am the burden in my relationships br I guess sometimes I can’t roll with the punches br Sometimes they leave burses br Like the nice shiner left on my ego br -MAYBE IT”S CAUSE IM HUMAN- br br I don’t like to hurt other people br I don’t want them to feel my pain br But where does that leave me? br -ALONE-- br br Pity parties are no fun br But I am always getting invited to them. br -MAYBE I SHOULDEN”T R.S.V.