Standing next to my sin br br just remembering where it begins br br young i was waiting for br br the one i looked up to br br he was taken away from me br br so i started fighting life br br rebelling is what they call it br br i say it was searching br br i was only reacting to the pain surrounding me br br br br THIS IS NOT AN APOLOGY br br I DON'T BELIEVE I SHOULD BE SORRY br br COZ THAT MEANS I ACCEPT WHAT HAPPENED br br I WONT EVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT br br br br When i was searching br br i came across more battles br br i lost two friends on the same day br br now everyone is waiting for what I have got to say br br so here is a sudden reaction I have exploded br br into thousands of sins br br so many times I have supported feelings br br for it to be taken away from me br br now all i do battle br br all the feelings i need in my life br br I'M NOT HERE TO BE SORRY br br I'M NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD br br SO NEVER REGRET COZ I DONTbr br Lee Howlettbr br