Ethan Preston - Letter of tears

Ethan Preston - Letter of tears

have you ever just wanted to die? just give up and say forget it all. br just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry until someone comes, even br though you know that day will never come. you know what, im tired of br trying to be happy, every time that i feel like i am happy it gets taken br away. i may only be 17 but i feel like god has just put enough in my life br i dont want anymore. i know that these bad times will continue but just br let them stop, just for one day, i dont want anymore pain. why is it that br im able to show people the right way but i cannot show myself. i feel br like no matter what i do im stuck in this rut. im never going to get out br its not like anyone would give a damn if im gone anyway why do i see every person around me be happy and all im able to do is go with the flow whenever i know deep down there is nothing. there is no happyness no joy. and whenever i have found someone that has made me happy nobody believes me its like i was born to be sad constantly im just begging god to please give me a day where i dont think about the bad things in life but just to give me one day to where i can smile a true smile and know that it wont go away.


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Uploaded: 2014-06-16

Duration: 01:29

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