I collapse to my knees br and I cry in vain br I pray to God to take me out of this hell br please stop the constant flow of pain br I clasp my hands together br until my knuckles are white br pressing my hands to my forehead br wondering when i'll be alright br I rock back and forth br while silent tears escape br I try to hold back br but still they slip down my face br I look to the sky br feel the walls closing in br I say a silent prayer br 'please help me br oh God I don't know if I'll make it tonight br so give me the strength br I don't think i'll survive br I can't take this nightmare i'm living in br so please, just take my life' br My hands still together br I can't let go br i'm holding on br to the self that I know br she won't live br she will die tonight br I know that it's wrong br but it feels rightbr br Beautiful Mistakebr br