Right now I'm dying to be free br I don't belong here anymore br It's just not the best use of me br I care about her, but its easy to see br I don't love her romantically br I don't feel warmth from her br Or serenity br She never truly loved me br Never saw me for me br It's time for another chapter of the story br Instead of the obligatory br Though at this precarious age br I'm afraid to turn the next page br For fear it will be a bigger mistake br In search of something real, I'm liable to find fake br But it seems a chance I have to take br To escape this constant longing and heartache br All I want is a love that's true br Where one is formed by two br Two hearts who wish to start anew br Who learned about things from being blue br I hope she's someone just like you br Who is kind and caring through and through br I never needed a partner...somehow feeling alone I got by br Somewhere along the way I gave up on love; Don't know why! br Now I see it's the one thing for which I long br Without it life seems empty, as if I don't belong br But I've got a lot to share still inside br I just took it hard and had too much pride br But now I feel my heart returning br Ready to open up wide br Before I leave this earth I need to share the love inside. br I've finally run out of placest to hide br I never was noticed for all the times I tried br Somewhere a part of me diedbr br JAMES T.