jess jayne - Pretending again

jess jayne - Pretending again

You sit there before me, br laughing with friends, br i join in just to pretend, br to show you i'm fine, br so you don't worry, br so you don't hurry, br bur inside my soul, br is fading away, br but inside my soul br is slowly dying. br br You see my disguse br and think it's all real, br you don't see within in me br you don't see what's really real br You think i'm ok br You think i'm fine br But inside i'm dying br deep down inside. br br I make you believe br that i'm fine inside, br untill that day where br you suddnely realised, br what was going on, br deep in my soul, br you took me to see her, br you said it would be better. br br You said everything, br would be ok soon, br but how soon did you mean br now or in a hundred years, br cause it feels like, br it's been a lifetime, br waiting for you to see, br For you too see deep inside br to see what's really me. br br Months have gone by br since you've found out, br no longer do you check br if i am ok, br no longer do you check br if i am happy, br no longer do you make br me smile. br br You've gone back to your br ways before you knew, br you pretend it was a dream, br you pretend it wasn't real, br you sit there with friends, br and laugh and smile, br while i sit there dying inside. br br You now don't see br inside me anymore br you now only see br what I want to show, br you now only see br the mask outside, br you now only see br the twisted truths. br br I've told you once, br i'm not telling again, br I've put on my mask, br once again, br just because, br you've all gone back to your ways, br you've all gone back to your happy ways, br no longer can I let you down, br so this mask will be stuck br for as long as i'm with you, br Then when i'm all alone, br I can let it all go, br I can be myself again.


User: PoemHunter.com

Views: 7

Uploaded: 2014-06-16

Duration: 01:30

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